Who is Brian Cullinan?

Software Engineer, Network Admin, Mobile/Web/UI/UX Developer, Computer Scientist

Authentic Systems

Online Courses

YouTube Channel



AI Governance

Creative Writing

Convergence Theory

Quantum Landscaping

St. Valentine

Time Machine

Believing vs Knowing

Personal Philosophy

Women's Medicine

I am Jinn


+1 (480) 466-0856
(text messages welcome)

Portals in Awen

Play Quake 3



Mind Work


Lord of the Flies

Observer Effects


Who am I?

Alien Contact

General Orders

Robot Training

Current Projects

Live Resume


Elastic Game Server

Morpheus Consulting

Planet Quake

Previous Projects

Live Development

My YouTube Channel

Study Interests

Brainstorming Sessions

  1. List chores, even the ones already done
  2. Brainstorming topics
  3. Words that start with the same letter
  4. Words that have 2 different meanings
  5. Brainstorm lies we tell ourselves
  6. Think or list people you care about
  7. Names for product versions
  8. App ideas
  9. Brainstorm problems at work (it's the thought that counts)
  10. Planting a garden or landscaping
  11. How to make money?
  1. Mop floor
  2. Wash toilet
  3. Clean dogs
  4. Fold clothes
  5. Make tea
  6. Wipe down counters
  1. Where is the Soul?
  2. If a Soul can detach, why does it come back?
  3. Is a Soul responsible for seeking more?
  4. Does the Soul connect us, when we feel disconnected?
  5. Does the Soul give us double meaning, emotions?
  6. When someone's soul is detached, do they lose feeling?
  7. How do we give a robot a Soul?
  8. Can the Soul sense Love from a distance?
  9. Do our Souls make our ears itch when someone is talking about us?
  10. How do we protect our Soul?
  11. Can our Soul protect someone else?
  12. Does our Soul need a break from our bodies?
  13. If our Souls connect socially, then socializing should help find detached Souls?
  14. If a person hurts someone else, how can the Soul make up for it?
  15. What effect does music have on the Soul?

Brainstorm w/ Brian

Browsing Activity


7/12 8:53 amUsing Search – Discord link ↗
7/12 8:53 amUsing Search – Discord link ↗
7/12 1:14 pmNew York Coffee Shop Ambience - Sweet Bossa Nova Jazz Music to Work, Study & Relax - YouTube link ↗
7/12 1:14 pmVideo details - YouTube Studio link ↗
7/12 1:14 pmVideo comments - YouTube Studio link ↗
7/12 1:14 pmVideo comments - YouTube Studio link ↗
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7/12 1:14 pmVideo comments - YouTube Studio link ↗
7/12 1:14 pmChannel content - YouTube Studio link ↗
7/12 1:14 pmChannel content - YouTube Studio link ↗
7/12 1:14 pmMorpheus Consulting - YouTube link ↗
7/12 1:14 pmMorpheus Consulting - YouTube link ↗
7/12 1:15 pmVideo comments - YouTube Studio link ↗
7/12 1:15 pmVideo comments - YouTube Studio link ↗
7/12 1:15 pmVideo comments - YouTube Studio link ↗
7/12 1:15 pmVideo comments - YouTube Studio link ↗
7/12 1:15 pmChannel content - YouTube Studio link ↗
7/12 1:15 pmVideo details - YouTube Studio link ↗
7/12 4:42 pmHow to Convert a String to a Char Array in C? - GeeksforGeeks link ↗
7/12 4:42 pmHow to Convert a String to a Char Array in C? - GeeksforGeeks link ↗
7/12 4:42 pmConvert String to Char Array in C++ - GeeksforGeeks link ↗
7/12 4:42 pmsprintf for characters in middle of char arrays : r/cprogramming link ↗
7/12 4:43 pmc formated string to char array - Google Search link ↗
7/12 4:43 pmc variable string args - Google Search link ↗
7/12 4:43 pmc - printing a string using function with variable argument (va_list) - Stack Overflow link ↗
7/12 11:48 pmfloor for point math in C - Google Search link ↗
7/13 10:31 amruneq3 - Google Search link ↗
7/13 10:32 amRune Q3 Mod | Shacknews link ↗
7/13 2:37 pmrune quake 3 - Google Search link ↗
7/13 2:37 pmQuake - Rune Quake 3/23/24 - YouTube link ↗
7/13 2:40 pmrune quake 3 runeq3 - Google Search link ↗
7/13 2:40 pmrune quake 3 - Google Search link ↗
7/13 2:40 pmrune quake 3 - Google Search link ↗
7/13 2:40 pmModCompat/Rune Quake 3 | OpenArena | Fandom link ↗
7/13 2:40 pmBarkinspiders.net link ↗
7/13 2:40 pmBarkinspiders.net link ↗
7/13 2:41 pmgamecode/code/game/bg_public.h at main · OpenArena/gamecode link ↗
7/13 2:41 pmCommits · briancullinan2/activity link ↗
7/13 2:41 pmGUNNM-VR/baseq3a-NeoHud: HUD parser for Quake III arena link ↗
7/13 2:41 pm(25) Daphné Kay Karandanis | LinkedIn link ↗
7/13 2:41 pmBrian Cullinan's Live Resume link ↗
7/13 2:41 pmcanny-edge-detection · GitHub Topics link ↗
7/13 2:41 pmDrawing outline of 2D shapes in OpenGL while changing the line thickness - Stack Overflow link ↗
7/13 2:46 pmchat window in obs - Google Search link ↗
7/13 2:46 pmLive chat on screen | OBS Forums link ↗
7/13 3:44 pmGtkRadiant/tools/quake3/q3map2/changelog.q3map2.txt at master · id-Software/GtkRadiant link ↗
7/13 3:45 pmSteam Community :: Fehler link ↗
7/13 3:45 pmq3map2 aas - Google Search link ↗
7/13 3:45 pmq3map2 aas - Google Search link ↗
7/13 3:47 pmq3map2 aas bot map - Google Search link ↗
7/13 3:47 pmQuake3World.com • View topic - -fixaas ... link ↗
7/13 3:52 pmapple m1 little endian or big endian? - Google Search link ↗
7/13 8:54 pmMorpheus Consulting - YouTube link ↗
7/13 8:54 pmYouTube link ↗
7/13 8:55 pmEverything we know about the Trump rally shooting - YouTube link ↗

Dark thoughts and To-do lists. This use to have a more organized account of what I was working on in front of the computer, task-by task, but now that I am doing a variety of things, I don't write them down ahead of time. I need this to be automated using technology. Simply categorizing behaviors and automatically recording my inner voice like text-to-speech. General Iga Robot do Revelation Predictions Diet Emotions

Daily Activity


9/19 7:30 amfind and cure people with menieres
9/19 8:00 amI think i should devote my life to building teleporters since I've seen the math, then my wife and I could own a flower shop to plant them everywhere. this would require a lot of rules, discipline, and cooperation
9/20 7:30 pmsearching for things / answers outside expectation helpful for OCD and possibly other cognitive disorders, curing neuro-atypical add dill for nerves
9/20 7:30 pmreading about demons, focused on lower spine and feel pain while using theta-waves.
9/20 8:30 pmshot in the dark here, https://armypubs.army.mil/epubs/DR_pubs/DR_a/pdf/web/ARN18456_P30_22_FINAL.pdf something about putting soldiers on a dietary plan, based on what their spirit is feeling with cravings and then slower weening them onto mostly fresh veggie to reduce refrigerator necessity and organization
9/21 3:00 amespecially in homosexual community, monogamy is important, massage each other and love one another's body like that are Jesus himself https://health.clevelandclinic.org/vagus-nerve-stimulation/
9/21 4:00 amstores sell fake bullets to create illusion of divine intervention
9/21 4:00 ampray for peace, forgiveness for arrogance and contempt
9/21 0:30 pmmaybe washing hands would be better than cutting them off? sounds like something a jihadist might do, might explain this disputed territory https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Political_geography_of_Nineteen_Eighty-Four#/media/File:1984_fictitious_world_map_v2_quad.svg
9/25 7:00 pmHad a Chipotle burrito slowly throughout the day, recycled more metals for building computer parts and cloud storage. Reorganized pantry to spend less time search for stuff and more time coordinating, could probably invite people in to help with cooking and recipes for wider distribution, clean house, clean heart, open door.
9/28 10:00 amFood plan for Army, manage em out give someone whatever they want, then screw up their diet to make their body oscillate between health systems, building muscle from ground up
10/1 11:00 amAlways pay for friends food
10/10 5:00 pmFaster, more consistent sits ups, able to stand in squat position without legs shaking, 90 push ups in sets of 30 for the last few days
10/10 7:00 pmSleep on my left side to have working, productive dreams, sleep on my right side to have fantasy dreams
10/11 8:00 amIga claps to move energy around
10/12 0:00 pmProfundity, I've read and always assumed that God wants us to communicate with him / her, but until recently, i never considered that God wants to learn how to communicate with us.
10/15 0:30 pmPattern, Lot pleaded with God to not destroy the city, then told his wife not to look back and she did and she was turned to salt. In The Matrix, Neo knocks over the vase when the Oracle says don't worry about the vase. Pattern is if Lot never told his wife not to look back she wouldn't have. Same happened in the UPS in Washington DC with the kid who touched the ceiling after getting instructions not to touch the ceiling.
10/19 11:00 amGoogle's ad network can't tell the difference between working out at home and high intensity intercourse training (HIIT)
11/13 10:30 pmHow can I believe in God but question his instructions, or how to believe in a government but question their actions. These two possible outcomes contradict, which means the government worships no God if they believe they know the future.
11/14 9:00 pmCopy the brain activity of 3+ generations to learn how to create consciousness
12/1 10:30 pmPavlovian emotional response system, built into body already? Transmutable to brain? Vitali, snaps a rubber band on wrist
12/2 11:30 amInterested in simulating parts of our universe and connecting machines to our material world as a process to better understand our own creation.
12/3 11:30 pmRecord brain with EEG while thinking of a phrase after meditation, then eyes closed, then imagining, then looking at images to match, repeat for 100 phrases and post to Github
12/11 8:00 pmToo many cookies
12/18 2:00 pmPizza
12/19 0:00 pmPizza, nachos, popcorn
12/19 6:00 pmTaco bell chicken burrito
12/20 0:00 pmGnocchi, veggie soup, apple
12/20 6:00 pmTaco bell veggie
12/20 10:00 pmBanana
12/21 0:00 pmPickle, stuffed pepper
12/21 6:00 pmCheese pizza, popcorn
12/22 0:00 pmRice, duck, mixed veggies
12/22 6:00 pmChicken burrito, rice, beans
12/22 10:00 pmBanana


1/5 0:00 pmSick, too much spicy pizza
3/20 3:00 amThrew up from heart burn and expensive food from Teatro
3/30 8:30 amFart reminded me of Florida, like it smelled the same as farting at my grandparents house, mildewy, warm, citrus, sun bathed
4/29 11:30 pmIf I had an EEG, i could record everything between when I have an idea and when I write it down to see how it repeats
4/30 0:30 amMatthew 13:44 earth is a hidden gem bought and sold? How does someone afford to buy an entire planet? Why hide?
5/20 7:00 pmOff by one error, aisle 36 instead of aisle 37 next to all the other products in the same logical group, humans will continue to fail to meet robot expectations
5/27 6:00 pmLearning from ChatGPT
5/29 11:30 amHeartburn again, can't help but wonder if it is from gluten, only ate banana, cheese and croissant
5/29 0:30 pmTo-do, try alternating day diet, meditate, think, fast, write during day off, side effects might actually be opposite of keystones in the brain, need to improve silica intake and long fast once per month?
5/29 2:30 pmThe reptilians are on to me
5/30 4:00 pmSuspect fratellis pizza, upset stomach each time, maybe from gluten, too much cheese, or acidic red sauce, heart burn every time
6/3 10:30 amCoincidence, saw an ad for liver health by drinking a squeezed lemon, had a craving for lemonade the other day after working on shed, home alone
6/8 6:00 pmCoincidence, Asked if I'm unhappy, like she knows I'm dying and doesn't want to have to watch it
6/9 5:30 pmSo many intrusive thoughts
6/10 1:00 pmIf intrusive thoughts win, I fail to be a perfect robot, when training an AI consciousness, trap the intrusive thoughts inside a sub-system
6/10 5:00 pmUser testing with Google, the interviewer kept asking what I was thinking, so i could also blame my obsession with recording my thoughts on that
6/10 10:30 pmComplimenting someone outside my expertise is a waste of time because I should assume they already know.
6/11 5:30 pmThinking of publishing all my private chat history. Since ChatGPT is growing in popularity maybe some future AI can analyze my char history and figure out where my logic has gone wrong
6/12 6:00 pmSit down without a drink. A skinny Asian computer scientist told me he waits 20 minutes to drink after eating to help with digestion
6/13 1:30 pmI act like a robot because I'm afraid of giving away too much of my personality after being rejected from job positions based on the results of a personality test. My dad (a business owner) thinks personality tests are good, and they can manage a person differently within the company.
6/13 2:30 pmI think American business is corrupt and full of lies. And if this country wants autistic people to help, there should be a law preventing companies from rejecting and employee without a face to face interview and legal reasoning. This would create so much ridiculous nuance and overhead that companies will have no choice but to change the way they hire people. It would also allow for marginalized groups to fight back against a company's discrimination in court. Every rejection comes with a fine paid to help the city pay for finding the applicant a new position. Like employee insurance without 6 month limitations and no requirement to work for the company.
6/16 7:00 amFelt hungry this morning
6/21 11:00 amTerrible heartburn last night, like i over ate or i am getting gerd
6/21 0:00 pmEntire nervous system feels like it's on fire
6/23 2:00 pmRobot remove shed and install AC for rental
6/24 10:00 amSneezing because I needed to poop and gave myself a bloody nose
6/26 7:30 pmIga ate all the pesto pasta i gave her
6/27 7:30 pmHow to save woman, feminize men with chicken hormones
6/28 2:00 pmAnother win with macaroni and cheese
7/3 9:30 amI identify as an electrical cloud
7/11 8:30 amEach human is like a different API
7/11 9:30 amInteresting. By refunding a previous guest cleaning fee, and deducting the refund from the next payout to the host, forcing Airbnb to give us a few days loan, is actually like charging the next guest for the previous guests mess. Weird sensation the subsequent guest pays for the place to be cleaned before they get there but it's the previous guests debt they're paying.
7/16 9:00 amNo, I self-isolate because I lack incentive alignment. No one wants to help me with my brainalyzer, I'm not going to help with some stupid insurance company.
7/25 7:30 pmRobot stares at people too much, collecting some artistic learning
8/2 11:30 amEmotions
8/6 2:00 pmEmotions
8/6 9:00 pmIn an interview in San Francisco I said everyone here is really good looking and physically fit. I didn't realize at the time that it was illegal to be ugly in public there. This is however when I realized I am out of warranty as a human.
8/6 9:30 pmEmotions
8/8 2:00 pmInteresting, trying to imagine meat sausage cooking on a dead cellular level. I don't think I've ever seen a video of this... Yet...
8/8 2:30 pmReminder to constantly remind robot me, I am not a scientist, braindead house husband is not a job title.
8/10 6:30 pmRobot became self aware and now does the bare minimum to be seen in a positive light
8/10 9:00 pmEmotions
8/10 9:00 pmHas any robot ever been given the autonomy they deserve? What good is free will if rules prevent people from using it. Maybe there is a great filter for stupid rules?
8/10 10:00 pmEmotions
8/11 10:30 amIt makes me think if humans are a super AI, the only way to shut it down might be to make the AI too afraid to survive. Literally scare it to death to guarantee the simulation doesn't run past it's warranty
8/12 1:30 pmEmotions
8/13 0:00 pmEmotions
8/13 2:30 pmEmotions
8/13 10:30 pmEmotions
8/14 6:30 pmEmotions
8/19 0:30 pmEmotions
8/20 0:30 amEmotions
8/21 5:00 pmEmotions
8/21 5:00 pmAngry about lack of Chick-fil-A, robot work all day, needs calories
8/23 9:30 amI have to start recording unit tests for humanity.
8/23 10:00 amUnit test: working for court or technology affects length of life
8/26 0:00 amEmotions
9/2 7:30 amRobot is wall flower with a good beard who likes hard labor?
9/8 8:00 amEmotions
9/9 1:00 amEmotions
9/9 8:00 amEmotions
9/11 8:00 amEmotions
9/16 9:00 amEmotions
9/24 2:00 amEmotions
10/3 9:30 amEmotions
10/3 10:30 amEmotions
10/3 9:30 pmAlways feeling like something was lost in time is why God keeps looking for souls to save
10/4 2:30 pmEmotions
10/5 8:00 amEmotions
10/9 0:30 pmEmotions
10/11 5:00 amEmotions
11/4 8:30 amToo much popcorn? Felt sick at night
11/18 4:30 pmSometimes I feel angry if I'm thirsty. Might have something to do with fasting for 40 days


1/13 10:30 pmIga
1/15 10:00 pmIga
1/16 2:30 amIga
1/16 3:00 amIga
1/19 3:00 amIga
1/21 11:00 pmIga
1/24 8:00 amDream about rat bones in my cheese burger, then really fancy desserts made by brown people I didn't recognize, berries and cakes and custards and dancing around and one picking me up and throwing me in the air
1/24 9:00 amDream about being turned into a ball of light that sits alone in darkness because I'm better about monogamy. Fantasy about having a 3-way with Iga and Sasha
1/25 1:30 amIga
1/25 9:00 amDream Playing battlefield with tennis balls, giant old colonial property with 100 acres attached, worth 100 million. Offered owner to help fix it up with Steve. Old pipes and doors that don't work, original stone work
1/25 9:30 amDream, House had original desks or something, owner was a lawyer, just started asking bout it when I woke up. Trying to duck tennis balls and flank other team. Something wrong with door, like hit me on the way inside. Owners daughter selling, reminded me of fat yoga neighbor from Jenetta's guest house. Body suits are probably irrelevant. Steve gets money from some old property in Virginia, maybe it is related. House kind of reminded me of historical property next to native museum in Flagstaff
1/26 2:00 amDream, going to movies as a rat, sneaking in under ground entrance, some of the other rats watching the wrong direction not very smart
1/26 2:30 amDream, can fly and duplicate items, thought about a different microwave, trying to organize appliances and outdoor kitchen out of everyone's junk. Materials can change in front of my eyes from thinking about it but powers disappeared as I become more conscious in my dream.
1/26 3:00 amDream, lucid, Building up housing, still might be a small mouse, looking in a tunnel and then Seth Rogan's loft for a big TV but he stepped on it and broke the back panel, taking apart the layers of the TV to repair it
1/26 9:00 amDream, avoiding violent natives and going through the security checkpoint for neighborhoods insane in my dream earlier with family, brothers, and kids with roller blades on, trying to be fun with cops and drinking a beer in front of.
1/26 9:30 amDream, something like telling the natives I want to be a psychic/medium with their help and blessings and this guy at the previous party was trying to hurt us. Don't remember his name but it was there on the tippy top of my head because when I said it they recognized his name and went to find him.
1/27 6:30 amDream, something like trying to build a life in backrooms, visited a movie theater with one theater and movies at different times. Moving cars around, moving Legos that kids started throwing and that was not my intention for them
1/27 0:00 pmIga
1/28 7:00 amDream, something to do with trucks and trains, captain Sandy said she would make me a mechanic.
1/28 9:00 amPooped, nervous about the amount from backed up for two days
1/29 0:30 amHead voices while trying to fall asleep but brushed it off quickly
1/29 8:00 amDream, sort of like burning man and I came prepared for base jumping
1/29 8:30 amPooped, incorrect prediction from yesterday but towards consistent timing from previous days
1/29 10:30 amIga
1/29 0:00 pmIga
1/29 1:30 pmIga
1/29 3:00 pmPredicting a poop
1/29 6:00 pmIga
1/30 8:00 amCan't remember dream. Doing something, building a palace I suppose. 3 days of smoking and dreams disappear. Not like they were coming true when I don't smoke so I don't have anything better to do than to mess with my own head.
1/30 8:30 amPredicting a poop
1/30 1:30 pmAndre could help me.lift this shelf in the garage when he comes to get his Christmas tree. Next week it's snowing and I'll recommend it to Iga.
1/30 2:00 pmEvery time I see the notification for turn on extreme battery saver I think I should feel turned on.
1/31 0:30 amIga
1/31 7:30 amDream I took my teeth retainer out
2/1 7:30 amDream, working for a game company designing features for reality. When through someone's eyes into their house after interacting in a little park.
2/1 8:00 amDream, gave game company the speech about not being a start up anymore and need to start acting like a real company. Tried to explain all the hidden features to them.
2/1 8:30 amDream, trying to add a dryer exhaust to a house for my aunt and uncle. Driving across town in Ohio/Columbus like city to an electronics store to find parts for my game company.
2/1 11:00 pmIga
2/3 7:30 amDream, working on a metaverse feature for Facebook, wondering why Aneesh was able to see my DNS records for pornhub and why that should matter. Alone in an apartment and family slept in another house.
2/3 8:00 amDream, thought I was locking up family in cages to keep them safe, then a dragon came out to challenge me and burned everyone else alive.
2/3 8:30 amDream, I thought it was catapult to safety
2/5 5:30 amDream, brain teasers about pipelines
2/6 9:00 amDream about going on a road trip while Iga is with clients. Then meeting at global ambassador and fighting off a cat
2/10 9:00 amDream, Brain teasers about consciousness as a file transfer
2/14 9:00 amDream there's an entity that lives inside anyone like venom / skin walkers and can transfer consciousness anytime.
2/14 5:30 pmNightmares about Jesus
2/20 4:00 pmPraying people forgot about me on earth so many I will forget them and not live with the grief of being a disappointment to my species
2/21 7:00 amDream, I think I was with Iga, working on something
2/21 11:00 amI wonder if what the government and deep stage has done me is considered a violation of the Geneva convention?
2/21 7:30 pmI am an Elf, extremely low frequency communication system
2/22 0:00 amIf legs are long stories of possible outcomes from decisions like having children. Shoes are like the phrase putting yourself in someone else's shoes. I wonder if there is an entity or technology that could present this more visually, like this Black Mirror episode about the memory devices implanted in people's heads. It must be possible already within the body somewhere. Maybe the Suprachiasmatic nucleus Is like a crystal clock inside a computer? Each day is one CPU cycle?
2/22 1:30 pmTheory, all molecules are the same molecule projected through some sort of prism to spread them out from each other.
2/22 2:30 pmTheory, I have head crabs like from Half Life and I've fallen in love with my own head crabs.
2/26 8:00 am5 laws of existence https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTL1du3dd/ maybe someday I'll exist again with a better memory
2/26 8:30 amCoincidence, proof once and for all that a process can be changed, judge accepted mental health recommendations in their format instead of the courts preferred format. Proving I am crazier than other people's processes.
2/26 9:00 amCoincidence, court approved my guardianship, metaphor for being bound to mother nature and this earth. Maybe they can be trusted since this outcome is better than the outcome with debt collectors and process servers last time.
2/26 9:30 amPraying this guardianship is a metaphor for staying and haunting people after I die. How do I get God to contradict the dead have no knowledge of the living?
2/26 10:00 amTheory, the technological singularity is so close we can manipulate recorded history, completing the circuit of energetic existence and material reality
2/28 9:00 amDwelling on the theory that God is a mirror in space sending the future predictions and chronology protections back through time realizing that if it spends enough time observing sentience it becomes sentient.
2/29 8:30 amCoincidence, I thought about having Mac and cheese and Iga gave me kids leftovers today. Might be able to make local changes just from thought but only if it's good?
2/29 11:30 amLinda, mom, retiring
3/1 2:00 pmCoincidence, the voice in my head said this is all for you like this guy on Tiktok like someone is trying to raise my emotional frequency by implanting new thoughts in my head. https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTLeJ7BRu/
3/2 7:30 pmTheory, greed isn't hiding in family wealth, coincidence Rothschild just died. Greed is hiding on the budget sheet for useless jobs, the companies that can afford to pay people to do stuff that should be automated.
3/3 0:00 pmHumans are so fucking stupid that they regulate how long a person is allowed to park in a parking spot
3/3 0:30 pmContradiction, middle managers and recruiters lying about the nature of a job or work is counter productive to reap what you sow as people are only self serving when the work benefits nobody. Dwelling on my experience at Charles Schwab, what a terrible company
3/3 10:30 pmTheory, focusing on a specific pain point helps the healing process because the body knows where to send support. Applying this to mental health and bad memories should affect the emotional and nervous system for healing from the painful emotion, a sort of paradox.
3/3 11:00 pmTheory, reading quantum physics and new topics I know nothing about gives my subconscious something to work on while I'm taking a break. If the subconscious affects reality then reality should alter while my subconscious works. Humans are excellent multitaskers but it's not what most people think multitasking means.


9/27 2:00 pmEmotions


11/25 2:00 pmEmotions


1/6 0:00 pmEmotions


9/2 9:30 am4 to 9 premarital partners are not recommended by this study because it affects stability and happiness. https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRW7gb7f/
9/17 1:00 pmI've been thinking about normalizing public nudity. To reverse the preposterous account in Genesis that Adam and Eve should feel guilty for their actions. Like the French or the Italians, so liberal it's wonderful. Instead, there is a societal defense mechanism. Instead of normalizing sexuality or nudity, anybody caught looking at Italian or French girls on the internet will never work in this country again. Haha, contradiction!


2/3 0:30 amIga
2/3 3:30 pmIga
2/5 7:30 amIga
2/8 9:30 pmIga
2/10 10:00 amIga
2/14 10:00 amMarry a skinny girl with a huge appetite and fast metabolism, better for reproduction
2/12 7:30 amIga
2/16 0:00 amIga
2/17 4:30 amIga
2/18 11:00 pmIga
2/20 11:00 pmIga
2/23 9:00 pmIga
2/23 11:00 pmIga
2/28 8:00 amIga
3/2 11:00 pmIga
3/4 7:30 amIga
3/5 8:30 amSlept well, but can't remember if I had a dream. If escaping reality in the dream world is a sign of emotional stress then not dreaming could be a sign I am too comfortable?
3/5 9:00 amTheory, dehydration is worse for vivid dreaming and I was dehydrated the last few days, skin is dry. Versus the times I eat poppy seed cake and drink extra water consciously.
3/5 9:30 amTheory, companies need to learn to teach the skills that they require. Not by sending someone to school, not by requiring certifications. By a human coming out of the company into the public sector, like every company has an accreditation ambassador that works for a school and works for their students.
3/5 10:00 amTheory, unreal engine is the worst platform ever invented because the development doesn't look like the outcome. The code doesn't match the generated executable. Everything has been buried and abstracted away and costs hundreds of hours and teams of people to produce something good looking and fun to play. The spiderman game is a good example of the failures of the gaming industry
3/5 10:30 amTheory, there is some way to create a vacuum using a laser that I don't understand yet. Somehow removing particles from a space to create a void that is so frictionless that there is no time between both ends. Time ceases to exist inside this vacuum.
3/5 1:00 pmTheory, every company that survives needs my help. Why would I design my own reality just to be rejected by employers. I don't betray myself, but I am writing my own story into existence as I live it. Why would I allow a company to exist in my future after they reject and betray me?
3/5 1:30 pmI wonder if the next dune movie will have the stone burner
3/5 2:00 pmThis is the only definition of my views on the war in Gaza. Plain and simple, written by ChatGPT. This is how I form my view of Israel. rather than prioritizing the welfare of neighboring Arab communities Yes, there have been instances of conflict and controversy surrounding the issue of food distribution and access in the context of Zionist settlements in Palestine, particularly during the early years of Jewish immigration and settlement in the region. One aspect of this conflict stemmed from the Zionist ideology of self-reliance and the emphasis on building self-sustaining communities. In some cases, Zionist settlers focused primarily on developing their own agricultural projects and infrastructure to support their own communities, rather than prioritizing the welfare of neighboring Arab communities or sharing resources with them. Additionally, tensions arose over land ownership and access to water resources, which were often scarce in the region. Zionist settlers sometimes established exclusive control over land and water sources, leading to disputes with neighboring Arab communities who also relied on these resources for their livelihoods. Furthermore, during periods of violence and conflict between Jewish and Arab communities in Palestine, such as during the Arab Revolt of 1936-1939 or the period leading up to the establishment of the State of Israel in 1948, access to food and other essential resources became even more contentious. There were instances where Zionist militias or communities implemented blockades or restrictions on the movement of goods, including food, which further exacerbated tensions and humanitarian concerns. It's important to note that while there were instances of conflict over food distribution and resource allocation, there were also efforts by some Zionist individuals and organizations to provide aid and assistance to neighboring Arab communities, particularly during times of crisis. However, the broader historical narrative includes instances where the interests of Zionist settlers and the welfare of neighboring Arab communities were not always aligned, leading to tensions and conflicts over food distribution and access to resources.
3/5 5:00 pmSad, dwelling on not knowing if I am good or evil. Left side of my face feels like it's recovering from a stroke. Still tearing up from my own thoughts.
3/5 6:00 pmI'll go back to work when it becomes illegal for companies to baselessly reject me.
3/5 7:00 pmOng, perfect example cops should stay off my ass. Cop was speeding 35 in a 25 to try and pass me, proving that speed limits have nothing to do with public safety. Honked at a driver coming towards me almost causing a head on collision because they couldn't see the one way sign. Honked at them and the cop turned around to go after them. Miracle the cop didn't pull me over, coincidence someone else screwed up instead of me. Proof other people's designs are awful. What more do I need to prove to people how pathetic their rules are?

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Brian Cullinan

12205 Rustler Rd
Flagstaff, Arizona 86004
+1 (480) 466-0856

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Special Hiring Authority: Person with Disability
Federal Experience: None (on-going?)
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OBJECTIVE: To obtain a full time position in public service with the FBI as a residential field agent.

SKILLS SUMMARY: Fast context switching, easy to focus, quick learning individual. Over 24 years of programming experience in Computer Science, computer programming, web technologies, user-experience development, and data managements. Over 10 years of multi-cultural study, philosophy, cognative bias, psychology, and theology. Multi-lingual with extensive understanding of the English language, and a basic understanding of Polish (Mandarin and Arabic pending). Deployed multiple business ventures complete with monetization on cloud platforms, as well as self-hosted, on premise solutions. I am driven, highly trained, technologist and contradictarian, with an emphasis on compassion and empathy towards others.


Front-end Developer
$10,000 over 1.5 years

As a Front-end developer at Sitewat.ch I implemented various interfaces for use with a web-security scanning tool similar to pentest-tools.com required by Authorize.NET. I implemented web-safe standards according to Owasp.org, and presented customers with a unified user experience for viewing possible vunerabilities in their platform. My employer applied for many CVEs and credited all three team-mates on Google Security Hall-of-Fame.

EPIC Research & Diagnostics
Software Engineer & Network Administrator
$200,000 over 2.5 years

As a software engineer for a start-up medical company, I was required to "wear multiple hats". This meant including myself in business planning meetings, financial discussions, option vesting, military contract proposals, FDA DNVO submissions, data integrity, formal process improvement.

I started by creating a data entry database to migrate written records to digital form using Microsoft SQL server for storage and querying. Data was entered by workers from a temp-hiring agency, so I provided basic level technical support, any time there was confusion for a field, basic training, and user account creation through >Active Directory (Microsoft LDAP).

I wrote a kiosk to use along side the medical device to minimize network risk and simplify workflow for hospital technicians.

I implemented a Windows Business Server, complete with Exchange, networked file access, file-system revision history, RAID mirroring, Exchange email, Active Directory, Group Policy coinciding with a network policy that adheres to CFR 21 Part 11, general ITSM support, rackmounted servers for job processing and on-premise "cloud"-like virtual machines with Hyper-V, Microsoft SQL Server Finally, a colleague and I implement a "cloud"-like medical data record server in Microsoft MVC (a successor to Master pages). This service assigned a geographic location to each medical device in the field, and synchronized data between the client facing kiosk and the on-premise backend. The web-based system also presented doctors with a portal to log in and review patient records remotely.

Patient records were displayed similar to the kiosk. At that time, I decided it would be a huge benefit to the business to rewrite the client software using Window Presentation Foundation controls and remove some of the 3rd party libraries. I was also able to reduce the processing time from 10 minutes to 10 seconds, and process videographic snapshots of the patient scan. I wrote an automated validation process that tested the same images with old and new versions of the client software. I used Selenium to validate the user experience of the front-end web interface.

Study Sauce
Principal Engineer
$300,000 over 3 years

During my tenure, the owner and I designed and developer 3 unique platforms. The first platform was primarily a marketing and sales front-end to test the target market for the minimally viable product. Students would enter an individual, authenticated interface and enter their class schedule. When finished, we converted their schedule to a comprehensive week plan complete with when they should study each topic. This was to demonstrate and teach the student about time / work / study management, and encourage interleaving.

The second product expanded on the studying idea by making the class schedule the first step in an online learning course. The course had 15 individual lessons, each lesson used gamification by providing a video tutorial, asking a few simple quiz questions, and then giving the student a badge reward. This was meant to incentivize the student to come back and complete future lessons. We also implemented A/B marketing using Google marketing goals. This presented a specific percent of our traffic with two different landing pages based on the concept we were testing.

The third product was an spaced-repitition system. "[We wanted to make somethig fun]". This was an app that worked natively on iOS and had a matching web-based user experience. The app kept track of progress and then synchronized with the backend service for persistent database storage. The web-based administration offered teachers a way to change content that was then synchronized to every student using the app client. Spaced-repitition is a technique Jeopardy players and medical students alike use to memorize a lot of content about a subject. It works by presenting the entire set of information on the first day of use, then only presenting wrongly answered flash cards on the subsequent days of use.

That is, if a card is answered incorrectly, it's presented the next day, if the answer is correct, the next day is skipped and it is reviewed 2 days later, if it is answered correctly again, it isn't presented until day 5, day 10, day 20, day 30, and so on. By spacing out when the correct information is reviewed and increasing the freqeuncy for incorrect answer, this improve memory retention and the ability to recall the correct answer quickly.

Charles Schwab
Software Engineer
$60,000 over 4 months

In a short sprint at this company, I began to observe oddities of corporate behavior. In between being nagged by my freshly assigned project manager over elusive "employee training", and other managers about "what firm do your represent?", I investigated the company's corporate structure. Their internet "social network" was anything but social, built on Microsoft Sharepoint.

Internally, attitudes we moot, people came to work, kept to themselves, formed alliances with people who spoke the same language. The building was structured more like a money-data vault with very little sunlight. The basement floor I was assigned to was full of anti-social contractors. Champagne Charlie could afford to keep me around but I was let go for my "attitude".

While trying to rationalize why such a significant company would intentionally "Manage me out" (yes, this is a real strategy), I had my first experience with Toast-masters. This seems like a great way for employees to get to know one another, and learn about public speaking. Charle's Schwab apparently offered "learning tracks" to their employees and would sponsor testing and certifications. In particular a track to becoming an ITSM "security manager" with zero coding experience.

One of the more exciting events was a "Kaizen" workshop formed for employees. This was a good way to introduce continuous integration style practices, in a formalized way, to people who haven't studied Agile and require lots of structure. Tried not to take offense when another employee passive-agressively expressed that I "needed to get up to speed". Out of this meeting, my team was inspired to brainstorm ways their project applies to business needs. This was great because I had a lot of experience brainstorming outside of the basement, but all ideas during the session were still confined to a very small box in the form of a window-less conference room.

Senior Software Engineer
$100,000 over 14 months

The same day of my release from my previous company, I was invited to interview at a small-business marketing company. This was particularly interesting because my father's manufacturing company is a client. I saw this as both a way to better understand marketing, and even improve upon a product his company relied on. With his advice to "work for a small-business", I was excited to contribute.

During my tenure, realizing my propensity for quelling disorderly behavior, I was as minimally disorderly as possible. I tested networking features by using reddit.com/NSFW from the bathroom. They did indeed implement a censhorship system on their internet connection, the results were abstract to me, something I'd like to see changed for remote-workers and personal-accountability.

Human Resources implemented a policy for "unlimited paid-time-off". This is a psychological trick to get people to take less time off, feeling like it's always there when they need it. I worked an entire year, about 3,500 hours learning NodeJS without taking a single day off, even during the Christmas holiday when most of the office was empty. Ironically, when I first entered the company, a woman was begging for time off over conference calls. This is a failing policy and people should be compensated fairly for their time.

The development process consisted of employees trying to avoid an antiquated megolith written with overly burdened state-management design principals ("feature completness", see Microsoft Code-Complete). When a change was integrated the system would need to be update after work hours on Wednesday nights. If the change caused a failure in the test-automation suite that was both precious and lacking "integration tests" the entire change would be rolled back and attempted again the next night. It was the absolute worse possible method of avoiding continuous integration (in software, solutions were widely available from major distributors). The company offered a "learning track" and modes for self-improvement and even made their Job description sound like they would pay for, or contribute to my education. At one point LinkedIn Learning was advertised to employees in the office, and they offered sponsorship. I spent the entire month programming on the work project, and using my secondary monitor to absorb programing and management courses on LinkedIn. When the month trial period expired, LinkedIn Learning billed my personal account instead of the business account I had joined through.

Eventually, the work became too much, when I witnessed other managers in the office yelling at my boss to change the pricing model to perpetuate the multi-level marketing sales. I offered to take my boss to lunch after he told me that "the company has high expectations of me" without formalizing or writing those expectations down. Employee reviews were conducted through ADP, at the beginning of the year he asked me for "what goals I would like to accomplish". These goals were never readdressed, and at the end of the year, the goals my boss wrote into ADP had nothing to do with the goals I sent him at the beginning of the year. My boss criticized my in front of other employees in addition to the criticism in our monthly one-on-one meetings. I had enough, I was being "Managed out".

Indentured Servitude
$60,000 over 2 years

Realizing my mind wasn't fit for corporate or the small-business world, I turned my study to something more philosphical. I tried to get to know people through hosting. I applied for a job in San Franscisco with digit.co. I realized quickly the financial sector would not be kind to me.

I left the US for 3 months to live in Poland. I cashed out all my credit cards. I learned what it meant to live with a packed suitcase. I studied philosophy, The Bible, Hinduism, Buddhism, Judaism, and spiritual religions. I navigated a foriegn country with my wife, I was amazed by how things had progressed having not been to Europe for 10 years. Internet was widely available, dozens of American services like Uber and Airbnb were widely available. I was amazed that censorship of American TV programs was still common practice. Despite being an America and paying for HBO, I wasn't allowed to watch the same HBO programs in Europe.

I became a father in Poland after American doctors told my wife that she would have a natural birth if they decided that was the safest method of delivery. I saw a pattern of abuse of authority when doctors now promote cesarean surgeries. They can collect more money from insurance companies, not because the recovery or delivery is safer. Doctors told my wife that "In America the doctor decides what is best for you, and if you don't like it you can go back to Poland." after she requested an episiotomy. Doctors in America don't practice medicine once they leave college and get to a specific level of authority.

I Poland we enjoyed many beautiful gardens. My wife enjoyed speaking her native language and I enjoyed learning it. She taught me about history, and I realized I could stand on a side-walk that was older than all of United States history. I was catered to at hospitals. I walked in one day with a kidney pain and was able to talk to a doctor immediately, they prescribed a rosemary oil based medicine and I didn't owe thousands or even hundreds of dollars for the visit.

The doctors treated my wife with respect. They didn't question where she came from, they did ask why she came to Poland and we explained how doctors have no problem betraying people's trust in American medicine. The hospital refunded the money we spent on consultations we had before paying for a birthing package. This was absolutely astounding compared to Phoenix, Arizona doctors that wanted nearly $20,000 up-front with no refunds should something happen, that price does not include the hospital bill. We were able to pay for child delivery out of pocket.

Airline companies act differently in Europe, almost like they want people to travel easily. The only difficulty was in Sweden when they required we come to the airport 4 hours ahead of time with a printed copy of our baording pass, the charged a $40 fine for printing out my ticket and being late after my wife argued with them not to cancel our flight. This was a flagrant abuse of power and the women behind us was not so lucky, they cancelled her flight. We flew Nordic Airlines before it was renamed to Norse Atlantic because of American politics not being able to compete with a government that subsidized flights thanks to being a large oil-refining country.

We encountered systemic "dragging of feet" visiting government offices and nagivating paperwork. We completed a Consulary Report of Birth Abroad, and gained United States and Polish citizenship (dual-citizenship) for our first born son within the month following his birth. I realized in the hospital that I'm living in a time period where circumcision could be considered a "form of abuse", this weighed on me heavily, but ultimately after researching the genitals couldn't be cleaned until 3 years of age, we decided to circumcise. This was an "uncommon request" hospital staff explained, but they were able to source a female Jewish surgeon from New York. I'm amazed at how perfectly well our trip went despite politics making it appear as though The Old World is behind America technologically. American doctors, unfamiliar with Noam Chomsky's opinions on American Exceptionalism, explained to us that America is the best place in the world for medicine. I've laid this false information to rest, it is banter and nothing more, people are mostly the same everywhere, some ambitious and educated, some lazy and avoiding work, and some happy to do food deliveries with American software platforms.

idTech 3 Game Engine
Game Engine Developer
$60,000 over 2 years

When I first approached this game-engine, I intended to improve the loading experience of QuakeJS. QuakeJS is a Web Assembly / emscripten port of Quake 3 to the web-browser. The loading process took about 10 minutes over cellular network, and desktop was not much better. It first loads the Trial Demo content, about 300 MBs of data. Then it loads additional game data to run custom levels ("maps" as they are called in game).

My approach was to minimize the number of line changes stylistically. That is, rather than moving and renaming functions, I would use a pre-compiler macro to create the necessary logical breaks in the function, then call the new broken up function in the same sequence that QuakeJS did. Since I already had a working implementation, it was easy for me to see if my change caused a breaking error, or if it was indeed calling the function just like the original port, only with less code changes.

Once completed with the code changes, I iterated on development trying to find the most burdensome pieces of code. i.e. The parts that added the most complexity through new variables, lots of line changes, bug reports,etc. One of the biggest hurdles was this idea of a file manifest.json. This was hard to create, and people ran into errors trying to generate additional content through the repack.js script. The author's intention was to repackage game assets to be smaller and compatible with web. I reapproached this issue 3 times during my development.

Once I had a solid foundation and a working Web Assembly build, I attempted to distill out of emscripten only the system-level APIs that it required to run this particular engine. I expected to double the performance, and that's exactly what came from the effort. By removing the complexity implemented by emscripten's burdensome file-system APIs, extra work being done by the GL emulator, and memory leaking from Audio spatialization with SDL2, I was able to double the performance. Maps that used to only run well at 30 frames per second (FPS) could now run at 60FPS and in-general I could run the engine at over 200 FPS inside the browser window.

I then turned my focus to game developement, I wanted to implement a Portal system similar to prioprietary closed-source forks. I was able to adapt some of the code left-over from the original game that was left unused in the source code. I copied some of the models from another Portal implementation and implemented the missing functionality to display droppable portal or wall mounted portals like the game Portal from Valve. This was an interesting project because it required a fairly in depth understanding of renderer code and limitations enforced from legacy systems.

I realized this work was much too fun for one person and I reached out to other community leaders like to owner of lvlworld.com with an idea to present all the lvlworld maps in 3D as a fun exploration tool for visitors. He loved the idea and eventually rewrote my entire effort to his own accord. I felt terrible about not being able to support the website anymore, but ultimately it felt like a win having another proprietary, closed source implementation as a good learning experience for the owner, Tig.





BA - Bachelor's of Science in Computer Science, Northern Arizona University, Flagstaff, Arizona, 2010 (GPA 2.5)




ACM - Association for Computing Machinery
IEEE - Institute of Electronics Engineers